Lotus in the Mire

Two years of pursuit before Shaoxia said yes. Fei has never stopped needing her to be his — which is exactly why he needs to watch her with another man.

He discovered this by accident, and spent the years after arranging to feel it again. First as coincidence. Then as opportunity. Then as design — through university and the working years after, as the situations get harder to control.

Sometimes he is only an observer, sometimes he helps push things along.

He tells it himself: a confession posted to an anonymous board, for the like-minded.

Forty-two chapters, and a decade between the first coincidence and the wedding.

Lotus in the Mire is a kinetic visual novel adapted from a late-1990s Chinese-language web novel.

Chapter One begins with a holiday in Japan.

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